The other day Birgitta and Emerald set out to run some errands together, and since infant car seats have to be in the back seat these days, a young mommy can’t reach her child while driving. In my day, car seats could legally be in the front (no air bags yet), which allowed mothers to adjust a pacifier, pat a fussy baby, or even hold a bottle into a hungry mouth.
But now everything’s different. My guess is accidents have been caused by mothers struggling to keep their eyes on the road while reaching behind them to shake a car seat or pat a crying baby who’s just out of reach.
Emerald isn’t a fan of her car seat and usually begins fussing the minute her straps are clicked. This trip was no exception, and when Birgitta couldn’t reach her to help, she screamed the full 19 miles to their shopping destination.
“She was safe in her chair, dressed warmly against the cold,” Birgitta said. “She’d been fed, changed, and should have fallen asleep on the ride but instead cried the entire time. Her screaming didn’t change our destination or the time it took to get there, but she made herself and me miserable the whole way.”
We talked about how older (and supposedly wiser) people like us often do the same thing, not necessarily crying full-tilt but selfishly protesting as loudly as the situation will allow. As Birgitta said, “We’re on life’s journey and will arrive at the same destination at about the same time whether we gripe along the way or not.”
The only difference is that we quickly label the pointless crying of a baby but have trouble recognizing the same conduct in ourselves.
It’s no secret which behavior is the most mature, especially in light of an adult’s grown-up understanding next to that of a 3 month old baby. Emerald has no awareness of time passing or miles clicking off, which is why we tolerate her crying. But the rest of us have no excuse, which is not to say we don’t try to excuse ourselves.
What’s really happening when we choose to be negative is exactly what was happening in the car with Emerald. Her self-focused objections dominated, making everyone miserable including herself. Our negativity does the same to those around us. They say misery loves company, but none of us is willing to accompany miserable people who selfishly focus on what’s going wrong for them. We’d rather be with someone positive, which is why God tells us to keep our self-focused moments to a minimum.
If we don’t, we’ll simply reap what we sow, which amounts to an abundant harvest of misery, both inside and out of our cars.
“The person who plants selfishness, ignoring the needs of others—ignoring God!—harvests a crop of weeds. All he’ll have to show for his life is weeds!” (Galatians 6:7, The Message)
