Nelson’s journal 2/20/22

As the baby’s due date comes closer, Nelson and Ann Sophie try having a Sabbath—nothing but rest and worship. But they don’t quite agree on what’s restful. The future of the church is also on his mind, along with preparations for their son, who is due in less than two weeks.

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February 20, 2022

Had a wedding last night up at Little Red. Friends of ours came and said their church was having services just twice a month. Interesting. Let the Mojo go up a little higher and have something like communion or potluck there each time. Definitely something to pray about.

We are trying a real Sabbath today for the first time, where we only do rest and worship on the “day off”. Only Annso and I have a little different interpretation of what rest is I think.

Some of our friends want to have lunch out, and that’s not restful to me at all, but to Annso it is… or maybe it’s worship because it’s ministry. But ministry is our full time job pretty much. Well, it’s good to at least try for it instead of just to throw in the towel.

Thank you Lord for today, for Annso, for Debbie Crady who bought us the Nuna Pipa stroller. People are so nice, and you truly do bless us for having a family and even getting married in the first place.

Please guide our steps today and our time with our friends. Amen.

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“If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God.” (James 1:5)

Nelson’s journal 2/18/22

Trying to apply what he’s learning in his new book, Nelson is wondering how to honor the Sabbath day while still being a pastor. Sundays are work days for him in that regard, yet he hopes he can find a way to blend work and rest.

The baby’s due date in early March is fast approaching, so he’s also wondering what kind of “work” that will add to their overloaded schedules.

He admits he’s never been good at resting on Sundays (or any day, for that matter), but the new book is challenging him to consider its importance.

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February 18, 2022

Been still reading the book, Elimination of Hurry. He’s at the application part, talking about rest and the Sabbath. Doing nothing that’s not either Rest or Worship. Pretty good idea actually.

Apparently, the Bible mentions it longer than any other command and God even blessed it along with just a couple other things like being fruitful and multiplying. Nothing that’s not worship or rest. Last week we skipped Costco and it was a refreshing break.

It’s hard being a pastor doing the church thing, which, for me, is work, but I don’t know really how to solve that one. Sunday seems to be the day, and it’s not to catch up on paying bills or other stuff that I never got around to during the week. That’s what Saturday is for.

Interesting concept that almost no one I know follows. Well, at least I don’t follow it. Annso has been talking about it forever. He (the author) talks about a meal with friends, but at this point, nothing about that seems restful to me.

In the sermon last week, Jimmy asked the question, “What do you need a break from the most?” and without skipping a beat, I leaned over to Annso and said, “That’s easy. People.”

We are trying to pass off the Kokua Crew lead position. Seems to be one of those things that we have to dump with or without a replacement. If she wants to work in the ministry still, it will be up to her under someone else. It’s hard to let go, but it’s time for sure, baby or not. We can use that as the excuse, but, for me it’s time to get out from under this one.

Maybe running grounds or some other tactical ministry for a while, but nothing like staffing DTS or what we’re doing now.

Lord, we have been given this amazing life here, and the last thing I want to do is throw it away to work a normal job as an electrician, but maybe taper off a bit and still pastor the church, I don’t know. 40 hours a week isn’t really full time to me, so maybe there’s some extra time somewhere to serve and keep in the game of YWAM. You always lead us so well and we want to do and be the best, not just the good.

Sabbath: Rest or worship: no exercise, no shopping, no working on vehicles, no heavy duty cooking, not even going to church because that’s clearly work for me. Maybe it’s Saturday. Nothing but rest and worship. Walking with my family, taking a nap, drawing or painting, playing music either through speaker or a guitar, having coffee and tea, talking, reading… and of course, prayer, talking to God about life and love.

Being together as a family is probably the main way to worship God. Casting off the shackles of productivity. I finished the 5 days with Tim and managed to get cocked in the eye with a large cable which sent me home. Eventually went to the OB with Annso, and then to the hospital with her to make sure there was enough fluid in there with the baby, which there was.

He’s a little under weight, but not bad. I think it’s because she doesn’t really eat or drink all that much, but it will be fine in the long run, I’m sure. She does a great job with this whole thing and, to me, it’s like a dream to be able to live this with her. And to be welcoming a new baby boy into the world is more than I can even comprehend. I’m glad it’s taken until now. I hope I live long enough to see a lot of it, starting out so late, but it’s easy to give that up to God.

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“The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.” (Mark 2:27)

Nelson’s journal 2/17/22

Nelson and Ann Sophie first met while staffing a crowd of people in a Youth With A Mission ministry called Kokua Crew. This group, sometimes as many as 100, was made up of young people from all over the world. They came to Hawaii to serve as workers on the main YWAM campus in Kona.

Nelson and Ann Sophie were in charge of this group, giving them work assignments such as kitchen crew, daycare helpers, post office workers, coffee shop baristas, grounds keepers, library assistants, school aids, and anything else where help was needed.

In exchange for 40 work hours each week, these volunteers were able to live in beautiful Hawaii without cost, receiving three square meals each day, dorm-like housing, and free time on the weekends when they could do anything they wanted.

In today’s journal entry, Nelson is working out multiple problems connected to staying indefinitely in Hawaii, having been there for many years (especially Nelson), now that a baby was coming. How would this work?

The two of them were on call 24/7, overseeing the activities and whereabouts of all these young people while challenging them spiritually. Some of them preferred to break rules and do their own thing, requiring above-and-beyond attention from Nelson and Ann Sophie.

Every day the challenges were daunting and often exhausting, but the main campus counted on Nelson and his staff to see to it that each Kokua Crew member showed up daily to do the work they’d promised to do.

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February 17, 2022

I’m writing a bit this morning to process and pray about Kokua Crew and the future of it. What should we do about it?

There are lots of options, but it seems the writing is on the wall when YWAM is starting to charge them to participate… and quite a bit, according to some of the feedback we’re getting from those attending/starting in March.

Lord, what would you have the campus do? Stop Kokua Crew? Should we just make it no different from staff? It’s been super popular and getting more so all the time… then covid hit and we went back down. Now the numbers are back up and we have this immigration thing. Is it something to fight through or something to listen to? Are you saying something else?

Is Kokua Crew condoning the entitlement mentality that is so prevalent at this campus? What would YWAM Kona be like if we didn’t have Kokua Crew? Maybe that would be a way forward, like birthing pains into something harder but healthier.

I’m thankful for early mornings, Lord. For my girl sleeping in the next room, for our healthy baby boy growing inside her and how faithful you are to show your love for us in tangible ways that matter to us. Thank you for blowing away false ideas about you. Thank you for the work I have with Tim the electrician, the education it is, and the paycheck at the end of the time.

Thank you for the financial provision and the dream to build our own house all legal and up to spec. I never thought I would be able to do anything like that, just rehab an old one.

I pray for your leading today, for the appointment with Dr. Sira (OB doctor), and for the ability to stand up for what we believe is right with regard to the Kokua Crew and the medical care for our baby. I pray for peace, but where there is none, not to have that influence or divert us from the right thing. Amen.

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“I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you.” (Isaiah 48:17)