Pen Time (By Jack)

It’s been 4 months since Midge let me at her keyboard, but today I got my chance.

Although my summer went well (despite high heat on my heavy black fur), recent days have been more puzzling. It all began last week when I was forced to spend long hours in our new backyard pen. Until this summer I’d never been put behind a locked gate and wondered what I’d done to deserve such abandonment.

It occurred to me that Midge might have put me there by mistake. She can be ditzy, and it’s possible she just forgot where to look for me. But when I realized no one was coming on that first day, I became proactive. Since I’ve learned that repeated nudging sometimes opens closed doors, I tried it on the gate.

As I gently bumped my head against it again and again, suddenly it swung open, and I was free to go! Those days in the pen ended up being the best I’ve had in a long time! I don’t know where Midge or the rest of them were, but for unending hours I got to roam the streets, the neighborhood, and the beach as if leash laws didn’t exist. I began hoping Midge would put me in the pen every day.

But then something strange happened. Last Sunday everybody came home again and Birgitta walked in with a mysterious bundle that made strange sounds and had a bizarre smell. She unwrapped it, knelt down in front of me, and asked me to come and see it. She let me sniff it all over, but I really couldn’t categorize its smell.

Right then both Birgitta and Midge began talking to this new bundle in the lilting, high-toned voices usually directed at me. I leaned in close to receive their happy talk, but this time Midge pushed me gently and said, “No, Jack. That’s enough.” Since then I’ve heard lots of happy talk, but it’s all been a bust for me.

Finally today, Midge saw my sad tail and comforted me. “Jackie-Boy, don’t worry. We still love you, too.”

I hope so, because an old guy like me doesn’t make new adjustments easily. Actually, a week ago today was my 70th birthday. I spent it in the pen. But you know something? Despite most of the attention going toward Birgitta and the never-ending bellyache she was having on that day, Midge did give me a handful of birthday bones as she put me in the pen. Not 1, not 2, but 5! And when I finished eating them, I simply nudged open the gate and had an adventurous birthday celebration all my own.

I don’t understand much about the strange squawking bundle at our house these days, but I’m glad everybody is home now, and I’ve decided to rest in realizing they still do love me. I’m also going to be grateful for whatever pen-time comes my way.

“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will.” (1 Thessalonians 5:18)

Forceful Winds

It’s been quite a week for the eastern third of our country. Hurricane Sandy has caused billions in damages and took more than 50 lives. Even knowing ahead of time the storm was on its way didn’t give people the capacity to avoid disaster. Human beings are no match for the violent forces of nature.

Even where I live, on the eastern shore of Lake Michigan, 1000 miles from the east coast, Sandy stirred up 55 mph winds and 20’ waves. Louisa and I could barely stay on our feet as we collected our beach chairs at the waterfront before they could blow away.

Wind is an interesting phenomenon. Though it’s invisible, we have no trouble seeing what it does. Scripture sometimes uses wind as a symbol for God’s Spirit. When the disciples first received this 3rd member of the Trinity, he came into their room via the sound of a “violent wind,” which eventually empowered them to work miracles and save souls for Christ.

God factored into that important occurrence of wind, but does he have anything to do with the wild winds of Hurricane Sandy? If he created the world and set the forces of nature in motion, why does he allow such uncontrolled weather to harm people, places, and things when he could stop it with a word? Scripture tells us stormy winds “do his bidding,” (Psalm 148:8, Luke 8:25), and we’ve seen Jesus demonstrate that. (Mark 4:39)

We also learn that God has storehouses full of wind (Psalm 135:7), he rides on the wind (Psalm 104:3), and he uses wind as his messenger (Psalm 104:4). If the wind is his messenger, what is his message? What, if anything, has he been trying to say through the mayhem of Sandy?

No natural disaster occurs without God hoping the losses and damage will prompt people to turn to him, especially those who’ve never been interested in him in the past. To them he offers the fresh wind of his Spirit, who is willing to come into their lives and rescue them. He hopes the intense needs left in the wake of a hurricane will bring them close to him.

And for those of us who already know him, he uses natural disasters in two ways: (1) as a tool to blow away our stale faith the way cool breezes clean out a room, and (2) as momentum for us to help others in trouble.

When Louisa and I tried to walk at the beach this week, the force of Sandy’s winds pushed us into an involuntary run. The power to move fast didn’t come from within us but from the driving energy behind us, and that’s exactly how the Spirit hopes to forcefully move in all of our lives… if only we’ll let him.

“The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.” (John 3:8)

Stressful Firsts?

Emerald Louisa Nyman is only 4 days old, which means she’s had virtually no life experiences, and not much thought-life. Her miniature cerebral cortex is probably smooth, since rivulets and ridges come as a result of thinking hard and solving problems. (Pardon the over-simplification.)

As with all of us, the cerebral cortex plays an important role in remembering, paying attention, thinking, and language. Emerald has precious few reference points for any of that, which means her young life will be a succession of firsts for a long time to come. So, even though she’s only 4 days old, we decided to facilitate a few baby brain wrinkles today by taking her on her first shopping trip.

Because of that, it turned out to be a day of firsts for our little one: first journey away from home, first wind in her face, first rainstorm, first time in fleece outerwear, first trip to a store, first admiration from strangers, and on and on it went. Were we over-rivuleting her brain with too many firsts?

Probably not.

That’s because Emerald came equipped with God’s built-in defense system against brain overload. She ended up dozing through the entire excursion, oblivious to the long list of firsts unfolding all around her.

Something similar happens in our Christian lives, even those of us whose brains are well-wrinkled from years of problem solving. When we first come to know the Lord, our spiritual cerebral cortexes are smooth and inexperienced. We accept salvation much like a child, at face value and without question. As time passes, though, our understanding of God and his Word grows, generating questions that force us to use (and sometimes over-use) our spiritual gray matter.

When difficulties grow too big to manage, the word “why” comes up, and our brains go into spiritual overdrive. Circumstances often make no logical sense, so we over-think them and can’t understand why God won’t reveal the A -to-Z plans he has in mind, why he only gives the A and B.

We wear ourselves out holding onto the what-if scenarios that haven’t happened yet, when it might be wiser to follow Emerald’s example. If she’d been aware of the long list of firsts we had planned for her today, she would have stressed her new smooth cerebral cortex to the limit. As it was, she rested in the familiar security of her mommy’s arms and probably didn’t undergo any cerebral furrowing at all.

God must shake his head in amazement as he watches us waste time and brain power stressing over things that haven’t happened yet and probably never will. He’d rather see us relax and trust him to handle future details in the right way and time.

Meanwhile, just like Birgitta kept Emerald safe in her arms, God wants to carry us, too.

“I am he who will sustain you. I have made you, and I will carry you.” (Isaiah 46:4)